Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Never even thought to cry
When I heard you say goodbye
Never said where you were going
There's no laughter in the air
Only silence everywhere
And so much left unspoken
Since you've been gone
I haven't been the same
I wish that i could see
Who's to blame
Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
And No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am i supposed to live my life?
Without you
Was I lost in you and me
To the point i couldn't see
That what we had was dying
Now it's all that I can do
To see photographs of you
And stop myself from crying
I should learn to live without your love
Got so many memories
But it's not enough
Without you, where do i belong?
Without you, how can i go on?
And No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?
I feel helpless and, oh, so all alone
Like I've never felt before
You made me feel alive
But I don't remember what it's like anymore
Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
And No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?
Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?
Oh baby where do I belong?
Please tell how can I go on?
Without you...
kimberly locke feat clay aiken- without you.
8:05 PM
Smother Me
baahs. so happy. sch is back? kinda fun lah. hahahha. had losta fun today. laughed alot. was aslp almost the whole day. freaking tired. i laid my head on the table when the teacher wasnt looking. and when the teachers took their sweet time to come to class aft the bell rang. ahahhaha. its lyk all the lessons are so freaking boring. tml gt plr? omg. reading period. den pe. wheeee` bahahahas. x) jus heard tt neoneo is gonna check ppl's blog? and if we tok bad stuff bout sch and stuff. o lord. does she control my life or wad? is she my mum? gosh. hell, no. -pukes- anyways. mel promised nt to show the album to anybody but the seniors took the album and she didnt realli response to that? lyk wth. we were fed up with her. sigh- stoopid mel. baahhh. dun let our classmates see den you let seniors see. so selfish. baahs. anyway. went to united to eat pizza hut with lava and cherre. anyway. tml gt odac? hahaha. mus run. whee. rdy to run. hahahha. watched Koma ytd.. vcd. ahahah. watch x-men 2 today. ahahhaa. damn tired. this fri gt dinner. odac wan. lol. jane jus told mi. ahhaa. surprised. going town. 5-8? ahaha. arnd there. fri youth day? ahahhaa. okay. blog another day. losta love. missingyouloads.
7:39 PM
Smother Me
Saturday, June 26, 2004
I could be the one
I could be the one
I wonder what I've got to be
For You to wanna use me
I do not always have just the right words to say
But You tell me simple things
That I'd love the chance to bring
To a world of people who just simply need You
Doesn't matter where I'm from
Where I've been
How far I've come
Doesn't matter where I live
Or what I have
You are my life
Doesn't matter who I know
Or what I've done
You Take it all
You want me as I am
I could be the one
Someone You're looking for
I don't have much to give
Lord, I'm ready
And through You
I could be the one
Whatever You want me to do
I will hold on to
What You say can be done
I could be the one
It is amazing to see
That You chose people like me
Who get off track, fall, crashin' down to the ground
But that's when You pick me up
And show Your strength is enough
You can use a broken heart to heal a broken life
Doesn't matter where I'm from
Where I've been
How far I've come
Doesn't matter where I live
Or what I have
You are my life
Doesn't matter who I know
Or what I've done
You Take it all
You want me as I am
I could be the one
Someone You're looking for
I don't have much to give
Lord, I'm ready
And through You
I could be the one
Whatever you want me to do
I will hold on to
What you say can be done
I could be the one
Someone You're looking for
I don't have much to give
Lord, I'm ready
And through You
I could be the one
Whatever you want me to do
I will hold on to
What you say can be done
I could be the one
Bright, Bright
Shooby-Doop, Shooby-Doop
Bright, Bright
Shooby-Doop, Shooby-Doop-Doop
Bright
You take the crazy things
You take the weakest things
You use the foolest things
To show Your glory
Lord take my broken heart
Take all of my mistakes
You take all of me
I want to show how great You are
I could be the one
Someone You're looking for
I don't have much to give
Lord, I'm ready
And through You
I could be the one
Whatever you want me to do
I will hold on to
What you say can be done
I could be the one
If You say it can be done
I believe I could be the one
stacie orrico- i could be the one
4:15 PM
Smother Me
sighh. bah. slp lyk 4.30 ytd. woke up arnd 2.10pm today. damn shocking. the lastest time i've eva woken up. lol. hahs. gonna order pizza hut home delivery. becos of my stoopid sis. she doesnt wanna go out. baahh. im still tired. sigh. sch is back. zzzzzzzzz. blog ltr. love.
3:28 PM
Smother Me
woot` its freaking late nuw. lol. conferenced jus nuw on e phone with cherre, xiu. xiu put down cus she wanted to slp. bahaha. toked on e phone fer lyk 1 hr 17 min 18 secs. lol. toked losta crap la.. ahahahaa. nuw in msn toking to mel and cherre in one conver. making hella noise man. newae. gonnna stay up till late. nt gonna slp lah prolly. veh bored. hyper? nah. jus tired but wanna stick to the com. bhahahaa. okay. blog another day. baahahaah! okay wadeva. blog another time. lovelove.
3:20 AM
Smother Me
Friday, June 25, 2004
theres no laughter, only silence in the air. without you where do i belong. without you how do i live on.
1:37 PM
Smother Me
bahahahaa. i got lyk so mani cuts. i gt losta plasters on mi too. carn realli walk properly. and my speed of walking is jus freaking slow. and im pissed. lol. gosh. and i closed lyk 2 earholes cus my earstick came out ytd while playing at www. shit lah. nuw oni gt 7. wah lan. haven realli done much hw. going to ltr. going fast fd restaurant to do. with my sis and cuzzie. bahhaha. and i realli miss tt someone. bahh. freaking tired. ytd slept arnd 2 woke up lyk 10? baah. im realli tired. jus hope tt while doing my hw ltr i dun fall aslp. sigh. okay. blog another time. lovee ya'll.
1:30 PM
Smother Me
Thursday, June 24, 2004
baah. cant realli think nuw. damn tired. woke up arnd 8am. changed and stuff and went to pasir ris mrt to meet xiulin. cus we going wild wild wet today with xiu, mel, cherre and me. had losta fun. played the 5 person slide down. freaking fun. kinda scary lahh. den took the shiok river. damn funny. gt current. and we went fer lyk more den 20 rnds. gt lyk 2 blueblacks cus of tt? hahahah. den hate my foot. gahh. saw this lifeguard named andrew at the professor's playgrnd. okay. he's cute. lol. bahahaha. the professor's playgrnd damn fun. when the thingy was full the water came pouring down. pain lah. and cold but shiok. ahaahah. saw losta guys. bahhhahaha. bt i oni rem lyk 3 of them? cus 1 wheneva i look at him he's looking at me. the other one i was in the pool i noticed him and i looked at him. he didnt notice lah. den when i was floating i gt up and saw he was looking at me. baahahhaha. and the other guy was becos mel called him asshole? fergot why. lol. i said sorry to him. ahhaah. i gt sun burn on my face. lol. went sun tanning at the tsunami. gt artifical waves. freaking fun. bahaahha. cant walk properly. lol. im limping cus my right foot is injured. and im freaking tired nuw. eyes are freaking hell blood shot. and i gt flu. bahh. lol. okay. blog another time. loveeee.
8:44 PM
Smother Me
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
bahh. my sis went to buy smth. arghhhh..!! i didnt noe cus i was sleeping. gahh. stoopid. nuw charging my hp. toking to cherre, mel,xiu on the phone. lol. ahhahaaha. needa do my hw. okay. going wild wild wet tml with cherre, mel and xiu. bahahahah. meeting them arnd 9am with xiu at the pasir ris control station. den meeting cherre arnd 9.15am. o gosh. they wan mi to wear bikini. LOL. hahah. i say im veh fat. xiu say wear the shorts higher. LOL. hahaha. okay. i think i wear bikini tml. LOL. okay. blog other time. byeeeee.
10:07 PM
Smother Me
WEEK OF 18TH JUNE 2004
Song/Artiste
1 IF I THOUGHT YOU'D EVER CHANGE YOUR MIND/AGNETHA FALTSKOG
2 STOP!STOP!STOP!/NU VIRGOS
3 DEPEND ON YOU/AYU
4 7 YEARS & 50 DAYS/GROOVE COVERAGE
5 EVERYBODY'S CHANGING/KEANE
6 CRUSH/PAUL VAN DYK FEAT. SECOND SUN
7 BURNED WITH DESIRE/ARMIN VAN BUUREN FEAT. JUSTINE SUISSA
8 PIECE OF HEAVEN/AKIRA
9 SUMMER SUNSHINE/THE CORRS
10 THIS LOVE/MAROON 5
11 DING DONG SONG/GUNTHER & THE SUNSHINE GIRLS
12 GENERATION OF LOVE/ROCCO
13 LAST THING ON MY MIND/RONAN KEATING & LEANN RIMES
14 THE MOON/BROTHERS VMP 1
15 LOVE COMES AGAIN/TIESTO FEAT BT
16 COME WITH ME/SPECIAL D
17 BOUNCE/SARAH CONNOR
18 DON'T TELL ME/AVRIL LAVIGNE
19 MASS DESTRUCTION/FAITHLESS
20 RAVE HEAVEN/DAVE MCCULLEN
wkrz countdown. (((:
12:00 PM
Smother Me
bahhahaha. made so mani entries today. laala. bored. toked to cherre on e fone fer one hour twenty seven minutes and thirty secs. bahahaha. toked arnd 1.08am to 2.45? lol. cant count fer nuts. anyway. toked alot of crap. (: anyway. made mel a blog. go check it out hokays. i lyk it. ((: bahahha` kay . go slp alr. freaking tired. tml going to play badminton. lol. hokay. blog tml lahs. byeee. loveee` (((:
2:55 AM
Smother Me
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
bahahhaha. jus nuw went tamp mall with sis. went to adidas shop. bought track shorts. smth lyk track and field shorts. its black. cost lyk 32 bucks. my sis bought fer me. lol. den my brother came in. lol. he lame lah. he came aft his sch. lol. met by coincidence. such an idiot. den went to kenny roger's to eat. den walked arnd tamp mall. bought losta stuff. went sports link. and all the sports shop. den went adidas again. bought adidas shirt. its soo chio. its freaking hell 30+ bucks. bahhahahha. mel ask me follow her go expo tml buy fan. lol. damn lame. at 8am? lord. ahahaa. dun wana go. freaking tired. gonna do my hw ltr with cherre and xiu. and discuss abt thursday's outing. tml going badminton with sis, her fren, my cousin and me. lol. superly lame. but im bored. ahhahhaha. anyway. blog another time. byeeees`
11:46 PM
Smother Me
nothing's gonna change the things that you said
nothing's gonna make this right again
please dunt turn your back on
i cant believe its hard just to talk to you
but you dun understand
11:04 PM
Smother Me
9:32 PM
Smother Me
bahaahha. gotta make a fast entry. sis chasing mi. going out soon. baahaha. going bugis to accompany her to buy bag. freaking lame but i have to do it fer the sake of the digi cam. bahahaha. ytd slept at 5.21am. lol. toked to cherre on e phone from 1.06am to 5.00am. joked alot. laugh alot. and she recorded my laughter. and she let me hear it. lol. aahahhaah. and did hw together. lol. we decided to hang up. den chat online with each other. lol. cracked losta jokes. cherre and i are the cheebongkis. lol. damn funny. bahaahah. im freaking tired ` dun wish ta go out. ahh gawd. bahahah. tml going out with mel to study. yays. alright. blog another time. byeeee` loveee-
3:07 PM
Smother Me
ahaaahah. nuw toking on the phone with cherre. since 1.06am. nuw its lyk 3.34am. lol. damn funny. laff alot on e phone and tok lots. x) bahahaha. anyway. realli tired today. didnt have much slp. ytd slept at 3 woke up arnd 12? freaking hell tired today. went out fer dinner lahs. nice food. wahaha. my sis asked mi to go with her bugis to buy bag. i said lend mi yur digi cam on thursday first den i go with you. bahahha. she agreed. llooll. damn funny. xD anyways. blog another time lah. ciiaoss. missssingg you.
3:34 AM
Smother Me
Monday, June 21, 2004
bahahahha. came back on sat ard 11 lah. the oni reason why i oni came nuw to blog cus my internet was down. siao wan. glad tt i can go online. bahaha. bored to death. newae. did my hw. once in a life time. bahaahhaa. okay. cherre's gonna call mi soon. bahahhha. okay. i'll blog another time. ciao pple.
1:49 PM
Smother Me
Thursday, June 17, 2004
bahhaaha. nuw in genting. missing losta pple. especially mel. wahhaha. she isnt online . crap lah. nuw damn bored in the cybercafe. and sumbody hacked my gb acc. lyk wtf? wish the person was nv born. grrr. hai. anyway. its damn cold in genting. arnd 23 degrees. and im wearing shorts. lol. damn funny. wahhaha. okay. when i come back i'll call mel. byeee pple. miss youu.
8:29 PM
Smother Me
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you
s club 7- never had a dream come true.
12:39 AM
Smother Me
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
You held my hand and walked me home, I know
While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away.
4:13 PM
Smother Me
bahahhaahahs. woke up arnd 10.30 lahs. veh tired slept arnd 3 ytd. ahahhah. was watching matrix revolutions vcd with my bro. ahahhah. damn bored todae. zzzzz. ate maggie fer breakfast. lol. nuw nth to eat. so hungry. zzzzzz. anyways. going fer hols liaoz. haven pack luggage yet. ahhaaah. veh lazee manz. blog aft my hols. will be coming back on 19.
4:05 PM
Smother Me
Monday, June 14, 2004
WEEK OF 11TH JUNE 2004
Song/Artiste
1 STOP!STOP!STOP!/NU VIRGOS
2 CRUSH/PAUL VAN DYK FEAT. SECOND SUN
3 IF I THOUGHT YOU'D EVER CHANGE YOUR MIND/AGNETHA FALTSKOG
4 7 YEARS & 50 DAYS/GROOVE COVERAGE
5 DEPEND ON YOU/AYU
6 SUMMER SUNSHINE/THE CORRS
7 GENERATION OF LOVE/ROCCO
8 PIECE OF HEAVEN/AKIRA
9 COME WITH ME/SPECIAL D
10 THE MOON/BROTHERS
11 EVERYBODY'S CHANGING/KEANE
12 BURNED WITH DESIRE/ARMIN VAN BUUREN FEAT. JUSTINE SUISSA
13 BOUNCE/SARAH CONNOR
14 THIS LOVE/MAROON 5
15 LOVE COMES AGAIN/TIESTO FEAT BT
16 LAST THING ON MY MIND/RONAN KEATING & LEANN RIMES
17 DON'T TELL ME/AVRIL LAVIGNE
18 DING DONG SONG/GUNTHER & THE SUNSHINE GIRLS
19 LEFT OUTSIDE ALONE/ANASTACIA
20 RAVE HEAVEN/DAVE
wkrz countdown ((:
5:26 PM
Smother Me
ahahahas. todae woke up arnd 10.44 am. freaking tired. cus of tt stoopid sara if she hadnt msged mi i would haf slept longer okay. sara came my hse today dyed her hair. seems lyk theres no colour -.- but mine got lehs. ahahaha. veh red lah. hmmmz. tml gonna run 4.8 km with sis at bedok reservoir. yays. hmmm. mayb go out with sweechin? hahahas. donno lorh. next time blogg! byee peeps ` ((:
5:00 PM
Smother Me
You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try
I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do
I'm too lost in you
[Too lost in you]
ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby
Help me baby
Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Flawing into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do
I'm too lost in you
[Too lost in you]
I'm going crazy in love for you baby
I can't eat and I can't sleep
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me
Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do
I'm too lost in you
[Too lost in you]
sugababes- too lost in youu --- *
2:11 PM
Smother Me
[[ perfect by nature, icons of self-indulgence. you don't know how you betrayed me and somehow you've got everybody fooled --- *
2:10 PM
Smother Me
Sunday, June 13, 2004
todae went to j8 first help out to give out sum mayo with sis and mum, sweechin and sis fren. aft tt made my way to oasis beach wich was at kallang. dragon boating competition. had to reach by 1 cus we needed to do our warm up and stuff. the 12 men boat finals started arnd 2.10 the 24 boat men started arnd 3 lah. the first 12 men boat came in second. the finals fer the 12 men boat again wich was the same ppl came in second too. lol. yayyee! we got in second fer dragon boating competiton division b!! yayy. damn happie. i cried. lol. losta guys were looking k. damn malu. but worth it lah. hugged each other n stuff. veh happie the competition is over. gt medals fer each of us. haha. veh happie lahs. we gt in second fer the whole competition. damn funny. den the 24 boat men wich were combined together with the whole dragon boat team. ahahaha. we are gonna be on tv!! yeah. channel i. we were all lyk 1 2 3 ij!!!! ahaha. losta guys. and i swear they are cute. acs(i), nyjc, sembawang sec, broadrick sec, temasek sec, loads more lahs. veh crowded. tharma came! the acting minister to give out the prizes. lolol. damn funny. aft the prize giving took sum pictures. (((: den went to play in the water with xin and stella. we were making lots of noise man. we were toking dirty stuff oso. whaahhaha. damn fun. we buried our legs and swam arnd. oyeah. the competition was held at the oasis beach. fun lahs. finished arnd 5.00pm? aft tt headed to my aunt`s hse at simei. cus my aunt sprained her ankle or she broke her bone or smth. lol. cant be bothered. my mum sis bro n bro`s gf were there. den bathed n everything den went home. nuw im dying. i gt sun tan! ahahah. great its nt sun burn. wahhahha. okay. this will be unforgettable. ((: next time blog. loveeeyou.
7:21 PM
Smother Me
Saturday, June 12, 2004
wootz ~ todae went out with cherre n sara to orchard. went to cine first to eat sushi.. damn ex manz. den catched the show the best bet. 1.00pm. damn stupid show. the ending is surprising though. retarded lah! ahhahaa. den went to far east. on our way there losta raffles guys were singing and playing the drums and stuff raising funds lah! damn lame. one cute guy asked sara to donate she ran away. sucha waste lah! aiyoz. reached far east. looked fer shops whether they pierce tongue. intended to pierce the tongue with cherre. asked the guy losta stuff. he said wunt lose sense of taste. it will hurt fer arnd 2-3 secs. mus be above 16 den pierce. ahhaha. waste my time lah. den went to 77th street to pierce ear. sara pierced 2 earholes. cherre pierced 2 more. and mi pierced 2 more oso . ahahha. at far east. means i gt 9 earholes. cherre got 4. sara gt 2! lolololol. she looks cute with a pair of earrings boy. lolol. went to j8 to eat dinner at ajishan without sara. cus she said she was going fer mass. in the end she didnt go! cus her bro didnt go. cherre use my phone to tok to sara cus my ear pain. my hp strap went into the sauce of the tempura! damn funny. ahhahaha. den my bro``s gf drink was there .. but she went alr. so i put my strap inside when the waiter wasnt looking and i washed my strap. damn funny manz! ahahhaa. so sara met us at ajishan. arnd 6+ lah. den she ordered set b! same as mi and cherre. den bought fer sara hair dye. ruby colour. same as mie! ahhahaa. my hair is red. yeahyeah! my family n bro, bro`s gf were in j8. helping to give out mayo. dammn lame. so cherre sara n moi helped too. ahaaa. kinda fun lah. sum ppl act dao gimmie the farked up face. lame lah. den went to crystal jade kitchen to eat AGAIN! ahhaah. i ate preserved egg porridge. didnt finished it though. ahahhaa. tml gt dragon boating competition. jus hope we win lahs! good luck to the 12 men boat tml. ((((: next time blog lah! byeeeeeeee pple ` =D
11:22 PM
Smother Me
Thursday, June 10, 2004
wahaahhaa. todae damn xiong man training. but quite fun lah! last 15 mins or so i was the drummer. so jus had to sit infront on the boat. loll. and count fer them. DAMN FUN!!!
whaaha. den we passed arnd 5 boats full of guys. arnd our age lah i guess. or older lah. we passed by them, they were all looking at us manz. and 1 boat of guys were singing nursery rhymes and clappin hands! damn lame. other boats were lyk wee u wee. ahhaha. lame lah. but it was all fun lahh. aft tt had debrief by ms ng. qi hui told us to do warm down. ahahahaha. we massaged our partners. lyk in a circle. the whole of the db team. yyeaahh. kinda pain though! stupid tarcia. lolololol. sharlene was OKAY lahh. but still pain lahh. lollll. aft tt did warm down. den went to shower. aww. sad. the party to xinpei`s hse was cancelled. lolzz. cus rach had swimming camp and shirin didnt feel lyk going since rach isnt going. wahahhahaz. switched phones with sharlene. sharlene gt my 7250i and i gt her 6610. loll. shit manz. i miss my phone! x( tml i changing back. gonna meet her in orchard with cherre, sara n idayu. going out tml. ogawd. im realli bored at home..!!!!!!!!!! ahahaaahh. okok. dyed my hair red? but it doesnt look lyk. eh. cnnt seee. lol. tml ask them whether can see red lah! lolz. next time blog. iloveyou* ((((:
8:25 PM
Smother Me
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
hey hey. my blog kinda changed rite.. wahhah. is i do wan k!! wahahaa. newae, watched a veh scary show. show tt kena possessed and stuff. damn scary. scared the shit outta mi. but it was nice lah. halle barry starred in it. wahahaa. the show is called uh. sumthing gothiak? LOL. cnnt spell lah. tml gt dragon boating. omigawd. my back and ass is aching. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. ferget it lahhhhh. xin asked mi to her hse to eat and swim with rach n shirin. whhahahaa. dun wan lah. i wan to slp! heh heh heh heh. tml blog. ilu* -muack-
8:22 PM
Smother Me
WEEK OF 4TH JUNE 2004
Song/Artiste
1 CRUSH/PAUL VAN DYK FEAT. SECOND SUN
2 7 YEARS & 50 DAYS/GROOVE COVERAGE
3 DEPEND ON YOU/AYU
4 THE MOON/BROTHERS
5 STOP!STOP!STOP!/NU VIRGOS
6 IF I THOUGHT YOU`D EVER CHANGE YOUR MIND/AGNETHA FALTSKOG
7 LEFT OUTSIDE ALONE/ANASTACIA
8 GENERATION OF LOVE/ROCCO
9 COME WITH ME/SPECIAL D
10 SUMMER SUNSHINE/THE CORRS
11 BOUNCE/SARAH CONNOR
12 PIECE OF HEAVEN/AKIRA
13 YEAH/USHER
14 BURNED WITH DESIRE/ARMIN VAN BUUREN FEAT. JUSTINE SUISSA
15 EVERYBODY`S CHANGING/KEANE
16 LOVE COMES AGAIN/TIESTO FEAT BT
17 I LIKE IT/NARCOTIC THRUST
18 THIS LOVE/MAROON 5
19 TELL ME/AVRIL LAVIGNE
20 LAST THING ON MY MIND/RONAN KEATING & LEANN RIMES
wkrz countdown. (:
2:26 PM
Smother Me
How can I pretend that I don't see
What you hide so carelessly?
I saw her bleed
You heard me breathe
And I froze inside myself
And turned away
I must be dreaming
We all live
We all die
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not in real life
No I must be dreaming
Help you know I've got to tell someone
Tell them what I know you've done
I fear you but spoken fears can come true
We all live
We all die
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not in real life
No I must be dreaming
Not what it seems
Not what you think
I must be dreaming
Just in my mind
Not in real life
I must be dreaming
evanescence- i mus be dreaming
1:12 PM
Smother Me
wahahahhhaaz. so boring nuw manz. nuw raining heavily. zzzzzzzzzzz. called fer kfc home delievery. they sae cnnt deliver when raining. lolx. damn funny. hahahha. my father coming home soon with lunch arnd 1hr. hehe. waiting waiting. veh hungry. nv eat breakfast lehz! i think i`ll go eat cup noodles fer nuw. lolz. takecare peeps`
1:04 PM
Smother Me
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
ehhhh. lolz. todae went fer dragon boating. wootz . kinda tiring though. competition this sundae. aft all the training. wahahhaaa. jus hope we win larhz. we are competing against 4 schs. wahhahha. i remembered two schs clearly when qi hui said hu we are competing against. temasek sec n bukit merah. yupyup. temasek is strong lah. they haf been dragon boating fer lyk 2 yrs? qi hui told us. so its lyk. yahhh. kinda saddening ya noe. mixed sch manz. the guys will surely be damn strong lorhz. anyways. jus hope we`ll win ya and get into the finals. yupyup. anyways. todae went to eminent plaza to eat. shirin, xin, stella, rach n moi. wahahhaa. rach n i ate the wanton noodles. rach dropped one bowl of wanton noodles. damn funny man.. her face so paiseh. loololololol. aft tt left arnd 2+ . took 145 to toa payoh interchange. shirin dropped off at her place. den these 2 bois were lyk touching their lj in the bus. fine . they are lyk oni p1 i guess? or younger. zzzzzzz. perverted asses! den we went to bradell to collect char siew . lolx. xin`s mother ordered. so ya. we ordered drinks and sat there toked arnd 25 mins. left there arnd 3.25. den went home. slept fer awhile. watched tv. yupyup. my ass hurts. omg man! wahaahahas. anyways. blog another dae yah. kinda tired. (((: takecare peeps. loveeeeeee.
8:29 PM
Smother Me
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
[I miss you I miss you]
[I miss you I miss you]
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head [miss you miss you]
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head [miss you miss you]
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head [I miss you miss you]
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head [I miss you miss you]
blink 182- i miss you
5:09 PM
Smother Me
Monday, June 07, 2004
Memories consume like opening the wounds
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm searching in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than any time before
I have no options left again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends...
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
linkin park- breaking the habit
10:14 PM
Smother Me
perfect by nature
icons of self-indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that
never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled
look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now I know she
never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
and I don't love you anymore
it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool
everybody's fool- evanescence
10:12 PM
Smother Me
Saturday, June 05, 2004
9:00 PM
Smother Me
im still in love with u boy.
5:42 PM
Smother Me
words cnnt descibe the way im feeling.
5:19 PM
Smother Me
ooooooooo. hurhur. todae went db.. whaahhaa. so mani guys. lolololol. alot manzzzz. damn tan oso. wahaha. todae training was tough manz. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. hurhur. anyways, had kfc fer lunch. sis bought fer mi. hurhur. watch spongebob squarepants. lolz. anyways. gonna change my layout manz. lolz. later la!! (:
5:11 PM
Smother Me
Thursday, June 03, 2004
this is an invasion frm yer darling* HEY dear!(:
-grins-
thanks fer givin me yer pass yes? i`ll gib u mine asap!(x
hurr. so saddening. manymany pple are leaving our class! ): olivia said tt
maybe regina might be tranfering toos. )):
wth is wrong with everyone?
haiz.had a niceee convo with u jus now!(X
one day go out with ____ and ___ las! will be damn fun hahas.
hurr. u tkkaire kae? i gtg nws.
i love you alotalotalot! ((:
muacks+ *hugs*
`mel darling-(:
10:11 PM
Smother Me
the dae u walked out of my life was the dae i closed the door of my heart to anybody else. it was the dae where laughter ended. and rain clouds rolled in. it was the day tears flowed without cease. it was the dae u walked out of my life. the dae i was left alone.
10:06 PM
Smother Me
even though i pretend tt i moved on u`ll alwaix be my babbeh.
8:49 PM
Smother Me
HEYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! lolz. i was the happiest gerl ytd! went out with cherre, xiu, sara, lava, nic n ele! we had losta fun manz. we were supposed to meet each other at tp interchange arnd 11.30 everybody was late manz except mi, ele, xiu n lava. duh! cherre was late!!!!!! den we made our way to scotts road . took the mrt to orchard. den took underpass to scotts rd and went pastamania. ate spag. everybody except xiu! she ate lyk.. a salad or smth lyk tt. lolz! we made losta noise in there boy. cost arnd 7 bucks plus. oyeah. when i was carrying my tray of spag and coke. this boy was lyk. HEY MY SEAT MY SEAT. den i was lyk. if u eva make mi drop this tray u`ll see the tray flying in ur face. lolz. we all were laffing at him k. it was damn funny. aft tt we went to guess! cherre wanted to check out the skirt. and i saw one skirt tt cost 115? i ran out of the store. LOL. den we saw ms teo jin ling. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. lame lorz. den we went to lido to get tix fer dae aft tml. 1 tix cost 8.50. altogether we had to pay lyk 59.50. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. the queue was mad!!!!!!!!! realli boy. and yah. theres this poster wich shows wads the meaning fer pg,nc-16 and all the others. den i pointed wads missing on the poster. cherre said RA!!!!!!!!!! damn loud. ahhhhaahhahha. damn funny .. lol.. the show started arnd 2pm ended arnd 4.05? the show was stupid! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. and this ppl sitting infront of us were damn irritating! they nt local lorz . they kept on laffing. i said shhhhhhhh! CHEE BAI KIA! and they kept quiet. lolz. they didnt even noe wads tt! LOL. aft the show we went to cineleisure to take 2 sets of neoprints! den chased away ele n nic . den left cherre, xiu, sara , lava and moi. WAHAHAAHHAHHA~ took
another 5 more. until 7+pm. damn late. den lava had to go home cus her parents was angry. so we fetched her to the mrt station cus she didnt noe where it was. den we went to mos burger to eat dinner. i didnt cus my mum was cooking dinner . my father went out with his frens to eat so he donno wad time i comin home. my mum wasnt angrry though. heng. reached home arnd 8+. hurhur. heng luckily nv kena scolding sia. hmmmmmmm. bout today ah. had dragon boating. todae training was tough. row from one end to one end.. zzzzzzzz. damn tiring. aft tt waited fer daddee to pick mi up from kallang den we went to eat lunch together with sis. i was soaked with salt water . lolz. and my eyes was stinking with salt water. i drank losta salt water too. lolz. wah so boring. zzzzzzzzz. tml i going out with sis n bro`s gf to east coast to roller blade. so boring at home. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. wahahahaha~ next time blog! loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my darling`
8:11 PM
Smother Me
